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Some ask why, some ask howTruth is all I know, it’s making sense to me and mineThat it’s time to hit the roadSo I try. And I waitSomething’s got to give and something has got to breakI’ve waited for this moment, nothing left to giveI’m closing in on the footsteps outside almost inI've waited for this moment..."Moment"-Midnight to TwelveHanging' in Orlando, near the Convention CenterI'd spent the weekend in Orlando for an Event Videographer's Convention, hangin' with my friend Scotty Burns. It…See More

On broken wings I'm fallingAnd it won't be longThe skin on me is burningBy the fires of the sunOn skinned kneesI'm bleedingAnd it won't be longI've got to find that meaningI'll search for so long"Broken Wings" (Alter Bridge)I'd originally planned on saying nothing more about my recovery, but the past week has been nothing short of miracles. I had my first visits with a new physical therapist, who measured me at the outset as having 8 degrees of extension and 40 degrees of flexion. In other…See More

"I don't know how else to put this.It's taking me so long to do this.I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight.My muscles feel like a melee,My body's curled in a U-shape.I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.I get to go home in one week.But I'm leaving home in three weeks.They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.I'm following suit and directions.I crawl up inside for protection.I'm told what to do and I don't know why."(Zzyxx Road-Stone Sour)Leaving HellSouthI'm home.My own bed (although…See More